Friends.

(Mornings at home, in Sakleshpur)

For the last couple of days, I was in Bangalore, the tech-capital of India. From the railway station, I took the metro to my friend’s house. The stations were spotless and the staff helpful. I was surprised to find a seat in the ladies-compartment, at that evening rush hour. I was a village woman in a big city, curious to see how this place works.

At every stop, a few women came in and sat down quietly, making no eye contact with anyone, not saying anything or smiling. Most eyes and ears, firmly plugged into a device. It seemed like I was the only one enjoying the tree-tops in full bloom as we glided through this urban sprawl. I wonder, if there were no windows in the carriage, would anyone have noticed? Inside that dense silence, everyone was busy. It reminded me of my daily commute in London.

I don’t remember trains in India ever being so quiet. Is this the ‘progress’ we are so proud of?

In the middle of the carriage, two friends, who I guess were young mothers, stood, speaking to each other in Kannada. If I strained my ears, the fragile new neural tracks in my brain caught a few words and phrases here and there. But mostly, I enjoyed their soft, yet animated exchanges, colorful saris, traditional earrings and jasmine strings pinned into their long black hair. Their silver toe-rings beautified their very practical footwear. I was happy to witness the faint echoes of an ancient civilization.

I reached my destination and started walking toward the exit with my small trolley bag. At the top of the staircase, the young man walking ahead of me came to a sudden halt. His head was encased in a set of huge black headphones. I set my bag down, waiting for him to move forward. Like an automaton, his big head rotated through 180 degrees very slowly, waking up to the fact that he was surrounded by hundreds of people carrying hundreds of colorful pieces of luggage. After what seemed like an age, he picked up his suitcase and started walking again, as if in a daze.

I write this, as I sit by a window on the train back home, reminiscing my little urban escapade, riding through the green and serene countryside, happy to be reunited with my friends, the trees.

Wonder if they ever count how many trees are killed in a war.

“The tree which moves some to tears of joy is in the eyes of others, only a green thing which stands in the way… As a man is, so he sees.”

– William Blake

September

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Last month the blackberries in Wiltshire were lush. Competing with the bees, popping them into my mouth within one second of picking them. Thorns or no thorns. Chemicals or no chemicals. Forgetting to take any home. Feasting on the juicy little blobs, licking my purple fingertips, not bothered by the juice forming maroon dots on my yellow t-shirt. That was ecstasy. Big thanks to the hidden roots of the blackberry bush, the wind, insects and bees, the soil, the birds, the people who planted it, the sun, and the changing seasons.

For years we have witnessed the fullness of the ash tree behind our house thin down to a bear skeleton in the autumn. It stood naked through the winter. Come spring, it was fulsome again. We came to think of it as our friendly live green screen. It beautified the views from our windows and was home to so many birds that woke us up in the morning. Three years ago, our neighbor hacked one branch off, saying it was sick as it was dropping heavy twigs in his garden, unprovoked. Over the last few years, it’s been dwindling. No leaves old or new for the past two cycles. Now we wake up to a skeleton of a tree and an eerie silence. No birdsong. A few crows and pigeons. That’s all.

Yesterday, we watched on sadly as two tree surgeons with helmets, chainsaws, ropes and harnesses methodically chopped off one branch after another. Within a few hours all that was left of it was a neat round flat surface slightly raised from the ground, with many fine irregular concentric rings. In the space above this stump my eyes fabricate a ghost tree every time they look.

It must have risen from a dark cold earth, God knows when. In reaching toward the sun, it was majestic. It had a quiet dignity and poise. It knew how to gracefully let go of old forms of life. It balanced the perennial energies of the winter and spring within its living bark. It was a wise old teacher, hospitable towards new forms of life. Standing still, it showed me the meeting point of two journeys – the path inwards and the road outwards.

(Inspired by a passage from Eternal Echoes by John O’Donohue)

Heartless humans.

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In the interest of electrical safety, some trees had to be cut down. Luckily, not the one above as it is out of the way of the lines. I simply watched as a man scrambled up a tree with a machete and single-handedly, branch by branch, slayed it within minutes. It felt like witnessing a murder I had paid for. I wonder which one of these is more painful for a tree – to be hacked down bit by bit or to be neatly slit across the trunk with a chain-saw.