If you like someone and they like you back, it’s pretty awesome. If over time they come to love you dearly and enjoy spending time with you, it’s a miracle. After a few years if the love grows and they want to spend the rest of their lives with you, it’s quite marvellous, especially if you feel the same way.
3 years ago, we were planning a funeral. This year we are planning a wedding.
Time flows in its water-like way. Asking why it flows the way it does gets us nowhere. It flows in line with its own path, following its own laws. That’s all. It’s a constant effort breaking away from the time gone by and being fully present to right now – consciously, with awareness. With gratitude for what was and what is. With gratitude for love.
Lifting a big rock feels heavy. If I put it down it’s not heavy anymore. As soon as I lift it up again, it’s heavy again. Where does the heaviness come from? It comes from lifting this thing. So, I put it down. That’s all I need to do. Just put it down. And stay still. That’s all.
Si and I get married in 2 weeks. 🙂